Wednesday, April 04, 2007
Hi all, v sad nw or rather mood swing.. i nt gal so can't b aunt, bt jux dun feel gd.. and is bcoz i saw sm1 blog, hai all personal thinx tt i can't sae.. jux feel down and sad.. perhap i shld nt expect e same amt of return i gav 2... hai.. sad, y am i so gone case...? shld jux 4get la.. ask God 2 change my heart... Lord as i ask from U. change me inside out... 2 b a man more of U bt less of me.. sorri 4 all e sins i hav done, i seek 4 ur 4given... I shld nt let my heart tell me wad i feel bah.. BTW, nt 2 stumble u all i believe i fall 4 sm1.. bt no one will knoe.. perhap i will b e onli one who knoe my own heart... reasons? i nt ready 2 commit, can't focus, can't giv ppl happiness, nt strong in Christ and God's callin is nt here yet.. haa
todae v tired woke up quite late.. took a cab.. uncle v crappy tok alot.. reach le jux find lionel 2 settle food 4 orientation lo.. then pack goodie bags.. damn lame sia.. ppl go arnd stick stickers all e bag, melody, xiao ai,audrey and wei leong bt wei leong deserve it bah, who ask him 2 start it 1st.. LOL... Had a mac treat.. wakaka yes free... wakaka.. lione was e blesser.. haa.. thks alot man.. had a meetin and went off wif elizabeth and xiao ai.. took 72.. at 1st i gav up e idea of goin sharon hme bt later still went wif e 2 idiots... haha.. coz met them at bus.. went there till quite late.. so sad lo.. lost my shoes again. halo.. this is lyk e 1234567890times le lo... damn sad.. then i can onli laugh... was lyk numb le la.. 4get it man.. haha.. real GREAT TIME THERE... tomolo cg dun knoe how.. dun tink gt time.. hai.. alot of thinx in mind..
Chris-tiano Ronaldo
