Saturday, April 14, 2007 |
aft orientation i felt damn tired la.. so overslpt till 12 plus tot will b scolded coz ask ppl 2 come at 12, bt no one.. coz everione tired mah haha.. damn crappy sia, sat there waitin bt still no one, luckily faizal confirm again wif me.. Lionel sae he free onli at 4 then we woalked arnd SHS visit their orientation of course la, saw alot of funnie ppl.. and weird stuff.. no contngency plans, dangerous stations... we moved and pack smth, aft tt, crapped arnd wif cheryl and xiao ai & siti coz they came back 4 SU, later on shared our loot.. LOL.. and went 4 prata house, had a great feast of prata.. LOL..
finish le.. yes all i mean.. orientation is over life will b more boring le.. haha.. v tired.. despite slpin till 12plus.. haha.. bt i feel tt is nt enough.. LOL.. erm, wher shld i sart from? orientation dae 1?
Tuesday, April 10, 2007 |
tomolo is e oprientation le.. v excited, realli pray 4 it 2 b successful.. thk God 4 knoein so mani ppl thru SBM club.. realli happi 2 b wif all of u.. i mayb alittle anti social at tiems, dun knoe y? could it b i'm timid in nature? haha tink so bah, let work 2gether 4 a better tomolo bah.. i mena realli tomolo (weds) haha... i tink aft orientation i will b v empty coz nothin 2 do le.. or realli lesser thinx 2 do.. lol.. tink by then will miss e buzi period.. haha. jia you all =D
Monday, April 09, 2007 |
Sunday, April 08, 2007 |
Thks God 4 all u gav me, yes all i had is from U, focusin on blesser and nt blessings.. U 4giv ppl easily bt we ppl jump into conclusions v fast.. i seek 4 ur 4givness Lord.. Thk you 4 e cross... thks 4 e humbled Lord given 2 us.. 4 Jesus came humbly and live a sinless life 2 die 4 us.. U r my all and role model.. 4 u i c, and till e end i shall follow u...
Friday, April 06, 2007 |
Life as a Christian is nv easy.. jux lyk todae, bt praise God.. yesterdae tok 2 a sis 2 help her wif her stuff... and slpt at abt 4plus.. bt todae i can woke up at 7.. haha.. realli amazed.. v tired nv tink tt is possible 2 wake up.. todae i manage 2 stand strong, i realli dun wan 2 b force bt wif God's strength i passed thru...realli tough dae.. dun knoe how i survive bt nt mine power 4 sure... todae wanna eat subwae, jux gt cravin 4 healthy choice bt can't eat.. coz 2 far from grandma hme, and oso lazy 2 go out and buy coz 2 hot.. haha.. yea, laziness again.. realli rested enough 2dae.. although i tink more will b better.. tomolo goin back NYP, charge 4 orientation le.. jia you all..i knoe we can.. Lord blessed us, let ur strength and wisdom b wif us, ur presence is nided strongly... =D hehe..
Thursday, April 05, 2007 |
Luv is tough bt hate is even worse.. so ppl y hate and go against? y make urself uneasy? jux accept who he or she is, y make urselves so pathetic.. an advice, jux let go..
Life is tough bt tt's e wae ppl r moulded.. we often hope 2 escape from these bad times bt we knoe tt we can't.. face it bah.. b strong and take it by my stride bah.. todae early in e mornin i was woke up by cheryl call.. or rather is 12 le.. so noon.. lolx.. v tired.. i wan slp de.. hehe. e briefin was realli borin sia.. coz we hav nothin much 2 do.. haha aft tt is e library tour... tt's all my timetable in sch.. LOL
Wednesday, April 04, 2007 |
Warnin e followin will b all negative...!!!
Sunday, April 01, 2007 |
early in the mornin went for service.. haha.. as usual bcoz of my tirdness i overslpt.. sorri if it stumbles... lolx.. v sad, miss part of Praise and worship (P&W).. my favourite lo. bt i was touched still, despite rushin my wae and felt tired as i'm havin burdens in my heart... so u can c how great P&W is.. humans can nv live perfectly, a close frienx is nided and yes it's Him.. LOL. Wad a frienx He is 2 bless me wif probs.. haa, bt ppl who knoe will understand, we grow as prob arise and matures thru these blessings... anywae sidetrack 2 much le.. todae sermon was great bt was bullied by Jia Hui..haa.. lunch fellowship wif the NYP adults was great.. then went wif matt 2 Sim Lim to modify PSP, guess wad? saw faizal buyin PSP, lolx.. had great time wif matt, quality time... 2dae smth hit my mind.. Y ppl feel tt some Christians r fake? and this ans came 2 me, is bcoz christians believe in leftover from God is enough for us bt we m=shld giv our best 2 Him as he is e blesser , e creator.. could this b e reason? -2 b continued-
Saturday, March 31, 2007 |
CHEW!! I complete the campful week le... LOL.. happi? erm, nt realli... bt tired... imagine u gt church camp then can't slp well, plus nid plan 4 nite walk... comin in and out of camp Christine.. haha.. v deserted sia.. damn freak if walkin alone a nite... slpt less than 2 hrs yesterdae... ohh mine, u wuld ask me y rite? coz i buzi clearin stuff in the bunk & stage 2 let ppl gt more space and can move out of bunk tomolo more easily..
Sunday, March 25, 2007 |
Thursday, March 22, 2007 |
borin!!! is e dae.. todae stay at hme 2 rest.. tomolo gt 2 go back sch again.. felt empty, and had mood swing... dun b surprised.. i'm still a human.. reason 4 tt? i dunno.. tinkin back i will b v buzi... gt alot 2 sae bt lazy... hands nt listenin...
nw a dae passed.. hav a great dae.. knoe more thinx and build r/s wif church ppl... realli thkful 4 God 2 place me in this community.. realli tired at tired bt e onli wae is 2 focus on blesser.. wanna rise up sia... nt jux in church bt oso club lvl... lolx.. greedy? haha.. i admit la.. LOL. went 2 different places, different meetins.. 2dae may b long bt i believe everidae is a gd learnin pt.. coz challenges r there jux break it.. live rite 4 Him nv fall into e traps or half truth coz satan knoe e bible far better than us..
Wednesday, March 21, 2007 |
Monday, March 19, 2007 |
finally e wk is over.. tired sia... so buzi.. i believe i will still get buzi.. lolx.. v happi wif my performance for e wk.. bt nt all bt most..
Thursday, March 15, 2007 |
tinkin back. I was once resistance 2 Christ bt He who create me soften me. Coz He's always beside me. Some ppl may tink tt i'm v into P&W songs & it could b e reason. Bt i beg 2 differ, is bcoz i'm moved by Him & thus i'm v into e songs. Haha.. Seriously speakin i dun knoe whether can i persist in Him anot. Bcoz satan will b out 2 make a hit on us... Bt i wish 2 stand strong and work mightly.. My work will continue.. *for b4 mid april * =D
Tuesday, March 13, 2007 |
It is all abt trust for the HP com thinx.. haha.. suddenly rmb.. and i believe the trust of my dad is realli destory by this incident.. haaa.. v sad rite? i realise in this world, trust is v hard to build, b it for ppl, for gds or even Jesus.. some ppl backslide and tt's e end.. v resistance against Christ.. bt hav they wonder y they r hurt is it bcoz they r insecure or stubborn and sometime when we face troubles, we will jux run? did i strike e rite point? haa.. when we nv get e truth out of it.. we will always felt mistreated.. bt if we step out of comfort zone and solve it.. our r/s will definely hav a U-turn and even improve... if u happen 2 break a trust dun condemn bt admit e wrong, and strive for a remedy... If the person dun 4giv u, it's ok.. bcoz everione did wrong, even e greatest hero...( bt nt Christ who is sinless) so ppl let's tink and strive 2 resolve 1 conflict tt we had bt didn't resolve or rather choose 2 ignore.. And c e difference bah... We may nt live a pure life bt we can move 2 b more pure nw.. 4 Christian, if we r was 2 b holy and pure lyk Jesus obvious we can nv b totally lyk Him, bt we can b strive 2 b more lyk HIm, can't 100% bt b 99.99.....% lyk Him la.. let's work 2 improve bah... =d
haha.. great!! New HP desktop is here.. so happi.. bt oso sad.. coz HP has poor management... nvm.. i'm nt panick coz He's in control.. Y worrie God is always there 4 me... last time i will panick 4 sure.. lolx... ohh ya, e prob hor is tt e com is nt e Vista one.. pay 4 it de leh.. lolx how can lyk tt... haha.. wad 2 do? wait c wad they sae bah.. coz jux nw wanna feedback abt e poor QC bt office hrs over le.. hopefully will hav a gd ending bah... *Pray 2 God* Amen!!
spirit of God can u come in this place...
Monday, March 12, 2007 |
wad a amazing dae.. it jux start of amazingly wif a loud ringin call..
Sunday, March 11, 2007 |
I'm lived 1 yr in NYP.. so is time 2 recall... wad i hav done? study, eat, slp, crap, knoe some great ppl(hmm surely nt saein shi long here.. lolx..), outreach, bring yvonne to recieve Christ.. i feel tt i'm nt livin to e fullest although i tried my best.. wad 2 do? Erm, all i knoe is prayer.. lolx.. erm is time 2 charge.. team 4 more b4 we break... so juice? (join us in church expansion) lolx.. sounds great? haha.. i will rise up la.. so dun worry.. if WH rmb, i once told him by yr 3 i'm UL... haha so ppl u shld always c me in NYP unit.. or rather future district.. keke.. ppl 4 is nt hard.. each one bring 1 frienx and e blessin will b from God man.. jia you.. nv wanna b (2x) livin livin less than all u wan 4 me.. hehe.. A CG is nothin la.. so i knoe i can i knoe i can yea.. tt's 4 God.. nxt for self, clearly my brain tell me tt i nid 2 rest more.. coz e sem 2 i overwork and nv rest more than 8 hrs daily.. or smtime i realli hav 2 drink my cocktail(red bull + 100plus).. haha. erm, mayb gt 2 control my diet le.. haha getin fatter... fasting is a gd idea.. esp i wan gd harvest.. lolx =x crappin will b my entertainment and an effective wae 2 connect ppl so keep it up.. lolx.. study arh.. nxt sem TEP juz work hard lo.. lyk no wae out.. haha... jia you chris and a hug 2 all chris de fans... =x
Saturday, March 10, 2007 |
life was livin to e fullest since holidae.. coz i nv realli rested? yesterdae was a prayer meet.. the wonderous event can't b missed.. to e end of the earth i will follow wait.. trouble come le... nxt wk i can't go sat service.. hai.. muz go adult de... sob sob... v sad sia.. todae is a nw beginin and most lykly a special dae.. y? dun sae... nt anythinx worldly.. no worrie... =x haha.. i would lyk a fresh nw start.. coz nt feelin v rite these daes... lolx.. a cleased and healthy start.. Lord shower onto me endless blessing.. ur wonderous grace nv fails 2 surprise me.. i shld stand strong wif ur strength and wisdom... coz i nv knoe e weakness of self... CG Worship was great.. *coz gt me* lolx.. v gd job by dear chris.. (dun nid tink if still gt other chris, coz is me) inspired P&W leader of the makin... lolx.. He shall move and put down e barriers.. sbm cg is waitin 4 me... wakaka.. I hav a torch in my life tt show me e wae.. do u hav it? =D
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